I want to write poetry for the rest of my life.

I want a night of intense dosage.

I want conversations over wine with some unfathomable Florence stranger.

I want the reign of Christ to hold me captive from my own.

I want happiness to eat me up alive.

I want love to drown me in a sea of lies.

I want to be a girl without a face.

I want every one of my siblings to forget my name.

I want the moon to let me down for a night, just a night.

I want all that I can't have. I want it all.